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Name: Lizzy
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Conway
Birthday: 2/3/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: literature, books, shopping, talking, svu fanfic, my job, people, friends, family, having fun, music
Expertise: i'm hella good at making those oragami fortune tellers, like i can make them out of candy wrappers. ok so i should brush up on my skills some more. By the way under occupation they don't have a link for it but mine is being UCA's bitch. woot for Housing and Res Life!
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  lizzybel2
Member Since:
9/26/2005
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| Hey, I almost forgot- I got the job to work as a Conference Assistant on campus this summer. woot!! so if you are in central Arkansas this summer give me a call, because I'll be here too. You guys really don't know how excited this makes me. | | |
| The other day a friend called and asked me if I wanted to meet her and some friends in Little Rock at a club/bar. And I did of course. I only knew two people there- the woman that called me and another guy, a mutual friend. Found out by the end of the night that I've been crushing on him for quite a while now- my friend thought it was cute and really great when I finally told her but it is a huge raging, school girl crush and it's embarrassing how much I think I like this guy. Basically because I don't know if I'm his type and I don't want it to be weird for us.
I helped Jennifer, my roommate, with a flag routine last night so that she could try out for guard today. The routines kicked ass and I had a lot of fun helping her with it. It has been a long time since I had to make up flag routines and it felt good to get outside and spin again. My hands hurt today though.
I got a tattoo today. It kicks ass, it's the celtic tree of life that i have been wanting. I told Ryan when I went in that I have two other tattoos that look girlie and that I wanted this one to look bad ass and tough. Swindle was there for a bit but had to leave before needle was brought to skin, but Amanda, my roommate, was with me through most of it. She had to leave and get me ice cream and a sprite, on Ryan's orders, b/c all I had eaten up to that point was toast and I needed sugar in me so that I wouldn't feel faint. So Ryan got started putting this pretty big tattoo on me. The outline took forever, and yes it hurt, but you know me, I didn't make a noise and just flinched at times- I mean damn, this thing is right next to my hip, that's not gonna feel pretty. It took an hour and a half to do. And when he was done, we were both really proud of his work. He said it's the baddest ass tattoo, because girls- if they get this tattoo change it to look more girlie, and if guys get it, it is in black ink (mine is shaded) and put in on their arm, which doesn't hurt a bit, and mine is on my hip which is a pretty sensitive area. Go me, I have a bad ass tattoo!! Ryan said he wants to take pictures of it when it heals, so I'm really glad he is as pleased with his work as I am. My cop friends, Swindle and Hopper, came over to see it tonight and they loved it too. I'm showing it off to anyone that will look, and if you don't want to see it- tough stuff, I'm going to show you anyway. I'm gonna get some film tomorrow and take pics of my tattoos so you all can see them too (for those of you in California ::cough, Jess and Jamie, cough::).
I picked out some bumper stickers before I got the tattoo. I probably won't put them on my car but I like them anyway. They say: "Tattooed Goddess," "FUCK YEAH IT HURTS," my favorite one- "Guess Where I'm Pierced," and the one I gave to Hopper- "Chicks Dig Tattoos" he said he was going to place it on his guitar.
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| well technically I was tagged by two people so here you go-
1) What were you doing 10 Years Ago?
Actually, still recovering from a horrible case of pnemonia that landed me in the hospital for a month and almost killed me. But other than that just trying to survive junior high.
2) 5 Years Ago?
Pretty much going boy crazy. wow, how some things never change.
3) 1 Year Ago?
Junior year- living with Andrea Pritchett and trying to keep our apartment clean so that she wouldn't kill me. And like this year trying to prepare myself for losing my mind over check-outs.
4) Five snacks you enjoy:
-sour cream and chedder chips with ranch dip (don't blame me I got it from Amanda)
-fruit
-little debbie snacks, it is horrible but true
-Ben and Jerry's ice cream- coffee flavored
-um...does coffee count?
5) Five songs I know by heart but wish I didn’t:
-"It's a small world after all..."
-I saw the sign by Ace of Base
-I agree with April, definately wish I didn't know the Fresh Prince theme song
-the stupid kid songs that Jennifer G. likes to annoy Amanda and I with in the morning
-Meatloaf's I won't do that
6) Five things I would do with a LOT of money:
-Pay off school loans
-buy my mom a house
-buy my sister a new car
-travel and take my friends with me
-have a personal library that looked liked the library in Beauty and the Beast
7) Five things I would never wear:
-those croc shoes- ugliest things ever
-those boots with the furry tops and a short skirt- that makes absolutely no logical sense to wear snow boots and a mini skirt
-a moo-moo
-a shirt without a bra
-a srapless dress
8) Five things I should never have worn:
-my hair in a scrunchie on the side of my head
-my shirt tied in a knot on the side
-that Billy Ray Sirus shirt- remember "Achy Breaky Heart", yeah that's another song i wish i didn't know
-baggy plaid shirts to hide the fact that i was growing boobs
-basically anything i wore in the late 80s/ early 90s
9) Five things I enjoy doing:
-reading
-having coffee with Kathy
-sleeping in on a Saturday
-talking to friends online
-joking around with my sister
10) Five bad habits:
-biting my nails
-not answering my phone when a guy calls that i don't want to talk to
-rambling when i talk
-letting my room go to shit before i'll clean it
-going whole weeks without talking to my father
11) 5 people who must fill this out: (if they feel so inclined)
1. any
2. one
3. who
4. wants
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| Yeah that's right I said it- SHIT. That was sort of how today was. Truthfully it wasn't a bad day. I went to all my classes, turned in what I needed to turn in, took that freakin test. I took my roommate out for her birthday, got to take a nap; we had staff meeting and it went alright and we got through early. I even came home and talked to Lindsey, a new friend I met online and then went out to IHOP with some sisters and brothers from my frat and a brother frat. All in all it wasn't bad.
So someone please tell me why I still feel like shit! I mean I'm just tired. I guess that's it, this overwhelming sense of being tired. Of having to explain too many things to too many people.
I posted a new story online last night, and actually I really like it. It's been a hard write and i'm not done with it but I really enjoyed that first chapter and looking it up online- I have two reviews. seriously, that sucks. So what do I do- take a deep breath and go, you know what, I'm writing for my entertainment anyway and not really for anyone else. and then after I come home from IHOP my friend, Jess, has left me a message, and I'm afraid she thinks I feel she doesn't support my writing. so that made me feel like shit again.
I'm sitting here and I feel like my world is shaking apart around me. Did I mention my mother is engaged? Yep she called and told me yesterday. OMG! It's just different. and now I've got this summer looming before me and I haven't even gotten a call about summer help for here on campus and I'm afraid I may have to go back to Batesville where there are no jobs and I will be sharing a room with my sister again. It just makes me feel like there is no room for me any where I turn. And then when I'm feeling this way I have no idea who to call and talk to because I hate people having to listen to my boohoo story, and I mean I seriously hate having to break down and talk to someone about how much I feel like shit. I guess my therapy is to bitch about it on here.
I'm tired and I guess I'll go to bed now, even though I know I won't be able to fall asleep.
YOu know some people pick out music that best describes how they feel but with me it's always poetry. Frost's "After Apple Picking" describes how am feeling best:
One can see what will trouble
This sleep of mine, whatever sleep it is.
Were he not gone,
The woodchuck could say whether it's like his
Long sleep, as I describe its coming on,
Or just some human sleep.
I suggest you read the rest of the poem- really it's that good.
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| I finally got to do the ride-along with Swindle tonight. And I had a blast!!! She cracks me up and is definitely one of my favorite people, and getting to see all this stuff up close and personal is cool. Although it's not like I don't get to see the UCAPD in action quite a bit- hello I am an RA for the apartments. I do feel bad when I am working an incident and I know the people that are getting in trouble, they always look at me like they feel so guilty and think I'm going to think less of them. Trust me usually I'm just thinking you should have been smarter and NOT gotten caught. but yeah. A fire alarm was pulled in Bernard and Swindle told the guys we would wait outside for the fire fighters and she introduced me to them. Damn, one of them was way hot. Obviously I kinda have a thing for guys in uniform.
And on to my Easter news: Kathy came over today and cooked Jewish food for me! It was great and she was so proud of herself. I was so stuffed by the time I finished eating. And really I can't even tell you what she made because I don't think I can pronounce it anyway. but hey I trust her and it all turned out good. I made us a salad- that is pretty much the extent of my cooking- Kathy said it tasted more Greek than anything else. so there you go Greek salad and Jewish food on Easter. Hats off to you Jesus. yeah that was my Easter; stuffing my face and riding along with the cops. don't know how i'm going to top that next year.
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